have you ever tot of ;

hw strong my feelings were for u?
hw much tyme i've sacrificed just 4 u?
hw much i missed u wen u weren't ard?
hw unsecure i felt w/o u ard me?
hw much tyme i spent writing abt u in my diary bcoz i was too deeply in love wit u till i cnt stop thinkin of u?
hw i wish u cud read tis & finally realise hw much I LOVE YOU.



whr r u dear? i heard u've been missing, uve been sent IN.
i just wanna tell u ;
im thinkin of u every single day.
every nyte i pray u'd b alright.
i've regreted soo much 4 wat i've done to u.
im sorry bby. seriously., i wish u cud be able to read tis.
i shud have waited, i shud hav given u a chance.



as i write tis., my eyes filled wit tears tt i've kept since u've been gone.
i've tried hard but still im thinking of u.
simply, i just cnt 4get abt u. ure too much of a memory to let go.
maeb we spent too much tyme till dere's none left.
i shud have nvr let u hold me., maeb tts de reason y im sad to c us apart.
i din give to u on purpose., juz cudn't figure out hw u stole my hart.
w/o u ryte nw, i feel a piece of me has fallen out.



your warm big2 hugs&your soft lips against myne,
ur hands ard my waist., as a sign of not wantin 2 let me go,
u whispering in my ears, 'iloveyou' as de wind blows tru my hair,
everything., EVERY SINGLE THING we did is missed bby.

AHMAD FIRDAUS., IM SORRY BBY. :'(