Friday, September 26, 2008
my HEART ACHES bcoz of u.
why me? its awaes me. im awaes de one tts being, well., hurt.
&guess wats de most interesting thing of it is, i get heartaches 4rm de same person over&over again.
i kiip gettin trapped in hys LOVE shit.
i cnt deny his one of a JERK/ASSHOLE but still, i kiip searching 4 hym. which i sooo HATE.
ohGOD., why hym? i din tot it cud turn dis ugly.
if u guys tink its jealousy., its not. i gave hym so much&yet all i get is shit.
i wish so much i cn move on., escape 4rm dis misery.
its hard but im proud tt hys moved on coz i reli don wanna stick to hym 4ever.
he made me realise alot.
i kiip being hys victim, being stabbed. it hurts., truly it does.
it hurts 2 sae goodbye but its de best thing to do.
i dunnoe hw much deeper he cn hurt me.
i kiip avoiding myself 4rm u but i cnt
i feel empty but i've never felt tis free.
i din tink i wud miss u tis much but admit i do.
i cnt pretty much describe hw i feel but my heart is really aching.
i hope very much i cn 4get u., NW&4EVER.
i noe i have my GF's&especially myself to get tru dis.
its gonna take heck of a long tyme. i swear.
ppl sae u'd come baq begging but i doubt so.
uu cn jolly well save all ur FUCKING tyme 4 de gerl kae.
i wish u all de best to fuck her. oops ! i mean., get her.
i wish u all de best to fuck her. oops ! i mean., get her.
let her feel hw i used to feel., pfft ~
tears fall as i sae dis., coz i've nvr stopped loving u.
im just waiting., waiting patiently for KARMA to hit yoo coz i believe in it.
