Im so sorry 4 de very late update. i was too bz&honestly was really lazy.
HARI RAYA was a blast. it was de usual. everyone gathered&i felt so happy.

it feels great to be ard everyone tt i love most.

ive found a job n it pays me $6 per hr wit KILLA&AYU.

it's tiring., as usual. which job isnt tiring ryte.

everything else is fyne.

apart 4rm tt., stoopid things have been happening, its really SAD tho.

ALOT of tears have been shed. its really heartbreaking.

FRIENDS leaving me one by one.

i dun understand some things.

sometymes little things cn get SOO big tt it'll make us hate each other so much.

i tot baq., i've tried so many tymes n yet im still tokin to hym.

i admit., his my hardest goodbye.

i cnt., coz we have too much memories.

but im trying nw&its taken me soo much tyme, soo much tears.

im taking bby steps&i sooo dun care hw long its gonna take coz i noe if i do get over hym., its gonna mean so much to me.

AHKY dearest is in remand 4 3 weeks.

den on 11 NOV he'll niid to go to court again.

its only been one dae&im missing hym lyk soo much.

mcm maner agaknyer kn klau nnt apape jad kt dier., aduiii. ):

i have a feeling dis somebody is slowly leaving me too.

hasnt received anything from hym.

no msgs., no calls. NOTHING.

i dunnoe y but alot is laeving me 4 idk wat reason.

sheeesh. we've been close since idk wen but i reli lyk being close to hym.

i rmmbr every sweet moment tt we've spent. haish.

lastly., de one i spent most of my tyme wit otp or either hanging out is avoiding me.

i guess she's leaving me too. i dun mind coz i noe she got LOTS more frens.

i guess she's closing de chapter of ME&HER n opening a new one wit someone else.

its ok coz watever it is im glad i found a fren lyk her.

i guess tts all i gotta sae.

alot of things have been going tru my mind&ive tot alot.

i cn live w/o dis ppl., de ppl i loveD alot.

i dun mind being alone coz i believe MIA&AYUU is here 4 me&especially APPY.

i've got so much to worry now.

taiikares everyone.